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Nine Steps

by Wightfall

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callmecanary A lot of time has passed until this album finally came to what it is now. I followed the journey of the concept for a while and I have to say that the final version was surprising. A lot more conceptual and acoustic than the first versions. Dark, engulfed in a lot of reverb and atmosphere, this album pulls one into a realm of sonic, spiritual contemplation. Favorite track: Ought Nots.
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1.
Ȝæ, Ȝæ 08:47
And so you wove a spell for me And so you fell to me And so you painted the world for me And so you swam the sea My heartbeat marches me on, and on The once devoted will wander The heart opens and by arrow is spilled We are filled We are filled Are you to be my regretted, oh beloved? Are you my regret? Are you my regret? Are you my regret? My regret? Bring me out of this dream This dream (This dream) Where I cannot speak
2.
Ought Nots 06:50
Don’t dare to speak its name It’s best when left untamed Fall back and hold you stayed Let be your normal ways Though you’d cry out, it’s still the same Be careful who you choose to blame Hold your mind unmade Let be your normal ways Hold still, draw the curtains ‘round Disappear without a sound But it’s still the same It’s still the same And the moment passes - Go take nine steps Withdraw Burn the bridge, you ought not Speak your mind, you ought not Even try, you ought not Lose your mind, you ought not In this everlasting peace You’re the last one who’ll be Don’t dare To speak its name Let be Your normal ways Let be, let be
3.
Wisp 05:04
Never been so hard to know To hold the arch on high and fit the keystone Never been so hard to know To hold the figures still through fire and brimstone A mourning song (Lullaby, sweet one) For all that lay beyond (Let the days and pains roll past) The highest gate without a key (Pure of form, pure of mind) A psalm for all uncertainty (Break above the caste of time) - [Unintelligible] - Empty heart in empty head made Stepping sure through hazy hell Burned-out branches and briars prey Simple subjects like iron break Buried now I rest in trance Will-o’-the-wisp, guard my grave Spectre I once thought I knew Figure I’ll ever pursue Sleep sound in sweet embrace
4.
Held Haunt 06:14
Why don’t I remember Why don’t I remember what you told me? Burn me at the stake I make - Skinned and pinned and pulled back curtains To find a thread long woven through me There’s no purity There’s no purity - And only Time will tell If we’re lost or if we’re found, oh. We drift down a river While it tears down all we make - What am I forgetting? Where is it I’m standing? Maybe I flow, and down I go And on it goes, and on, and on - Now behold what we’ve become, time crushed down to a thimble Breaking against these eternal wrongs, as if we really moved at all Smile, you serpent, and light our heads, as you always have and always will As if tense were anything at all When we’re held haunt
5.
A Psalm 08:35
Hear me when I call, O God Have mercy upon me, and hear my prayer I walk here among your people: here I am among your children I see your face on a stranger, before I turn and look again And my eyes are ever straining To overcome a starless night This world will never end The gate is ever shut Down here I’m lying The sun is dying The sea is rising Your hand is falling We are light, we are heat (Down here I’m lying) We are snuffed out with a goodnight kiss (The sun is dying) Pure of form, pure of mind (The sea is rising) Ashes to ashes, prisoners of time (Your hand is falling)
6.
You live a half life, it’s true A ghost—in a shell, in you Dancing with the forms of night Painted blue, and painted white Yet no known reason or rhyme Or words could ever describe The simple lack of pretension when By wolves you’re swallowed alive Rising up, string by string We’re rising up, by bloody strings I’ll go higher I’ll go higher - Make believe, pretend to see Hold fast when you need to breathe You can’t touch it, you can’t feel it It only wraps you in its teeth So lay it over string by string Lay it over string by string Lay it over string by string Lay it over string by string
7.
Loose End 12:00
Atom bomb, shorn men mark Immolate my mind and my sickly heart It’s all so clear, it’s all so clear, it’s all so clear—you could burn my sins away Free me - I’ll board the train As the sky turns grey ‘Cause I can’t bear to face the wolves We hate to see a good thing die How deeply my fear in memory’s sown You could never know As I fall into an autumn scene My bones exposed, my battered machine My loose-end worries leave my soul Everything’s outside my control So we’ll drift and sway As our forms die So we’ll drift and sway, as our forms die - But when the sun comes up again And burns us for our sin I’ll run and board the train Lest the world cover me again Loose end, loose ends They’ll stab me in the back again, and again, oh So we’ll drift and sway As our forms die
8.
Bilge Eyes 15:09
You’ve wronged me You’ve wronged me You’ve wronged me You’ve wronged me Drift in the Yellow Sea Time and I, paralyzed Haze weaves through me In a limbo between the lines Anyone could replace me I don’t know what I am What I would give for unblank eyes As I feel a leviathan come close Feel it come close - I’ve no power, I’ve no power I’ve no power, I’ve no power, save us, helpless Helpless, mindless! Helpless, mindless Save us, save us And behold the wicked soul, and behold our wicked curse - It’s all the same, it’s all the same I don’t know why I stay I’m held, bound, tethered By the hollow pull of the moon
9.
I’d hold your hand in Eden If not for the veil between The perfect, the shapeless thing Was never meant to be Child of pale parent lay While in my head you remain And autumn falls around you And bones crack, and flesh burns I hold onto you And I’ll never let you go - You make me wrong, you may be right I’m tired of the wait Release me, please. Release me, please Push me, pull me, I’ve seen it all before Stay a while, please In the rhythmic arcane, in drugs and cityscapes We’d whisper and curl—hold onto me, please Perfect intangible, rational animal, Nine steps down will make the feeling go away Make the feeling go away - Moses, or Virgil Will lead me up, and make you mine They’ll lift their hands, and light my mind Reveal my part in the symphonies of time I’ll loose the chains, and shed my skin Lose myself in the torrent again I let you go—now, don’t look back But for God above and heaven lament Lead me up, step by step Lead me up, please Up I go, step by step Up I go, up I go The upside-down will make perfect sense When the world is righted with power immense In a fury of strings, with the sounding of brass I’ll sleep in Eden, loving at last

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I have evolved more quickly than this album could, so its revisions, demo sections, and scaffolding will remain as they were in my drafts. Produced with—and much indebted to—Audiotool.

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released September 7, 2021

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Wightfall Atlanta, Georgia

Art, Alt, and Experimental music from GA, USA.

I am an independent artist making music as cheaply as possible.

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